Nanshee Spirit
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This blog is not a conventional report. It is my personal way of writing about the transformation that emerged from the difficult past few years of my life.
It’s about my journey to regain hope, energy, and forward motion.
I want to take people like you – those interested in my path of recovery and in their own – on this journey with me. May this blog inspire you wherever you are on your path, and may it accompany and support your own journey of healing and transformation.
The latest from my blog.
- #7 ‘ Trauma – or how my life pushed me into a 2.5 year pause ’
This morning I woke up with the overwhelming feeling that I’ve been putting my life on pause for the past 2.5 years. That feeling was triggered by a recent family incident. My aunt has been in a coma for over a week. When I was little, she was essentially my… Read more: #7 ‘ Trauma – or how my life pushed me into a 2.5 year pause ’ - #6 ‘ Summer doesn’t heal everything – but it still feels really good anyway ’
I had been so looking forward to summer and the sea. Today is the summer solstice, early in the morning. The night was warm, the mosquito was annoying, but I still slept. Very well! So far, my nights have been a bit like Russian roulette. Anything can happen. From sleepless,… Read more: #6 ‘ Summer doesn’t heal everything – but it still feels really good anyway ’ - #5 ‘ A body mantra of slowed-down time – is that still possible these days? ’
Keeping a blog may no longer be considered one of the trendiest paths to take. Instead, creating, consuming, and fueling short videos filled with AI content across social media channels seems to be what most people choose in today’s fast-paced world. Yet I firmly believe that there is another way… Read more: #5 ‘ A body mantra of slowed-down time – is that still possible these days? ’ - #4 ‘ Pain comes and goes – magic bone juice, where are you? ’
My regeneration phase (little to no training) has been going on for a whole month now and the sacrum/lumbar spine pain has still not completely subsided. Actually, I’m mainly in the program because of my neck problems and ME/CFS diagnosis and now there is just something ‚shamelessly‘ added that wasn’t… Read more: #4 ‘ Pain comes and goes – magic bone juice, where are you? ’ - #3 ‘ Learning to Stand and Crawl – At My Age!? ’
Anyone who imagines this kind of body therapy to be a piece of cake will be sorely disappointed. After 6 weeks in the practice space, I’ve made progress in big small steps. The exercises are minimalistic yet very precise and modular, with a single goal in mind: to reveal my… Read more: #3 ‘ Learning to Stand and Crawl – At My Age!? ’ - #2 ‘ A crazy idea – the most sensible thing in the world! ’
The tears from my last two years could fill thousands of gallons. Everyone who knew me no longer recognized me – and I myself was slowly becoming just as unfamiliar to me. In the moments of my deepest despair, I no longer wanted to life. I didn’t recognize this feeling,… Read more: #2 ‘ A crazy idea – the most sensible thing in the world! ’